loved this song then hated it now loving it again. sometimes what u think has no hope turns around last minute

peace

it felt so unnerving but also that is life

 

 u know quand tu vis de la misogynie et que tu feel crazy 

like why tf are you explaining me my set up telling me it doesnt work "unless i was patrick watson" and asking me to not use my pedals saying you can do it all yourself and why are you not sound checking my song............ the band thats opening has 10 more pedals than us i love rock but rock is chien and electro is chat and we are woman. they never play our songs loud like we got treated like shit clowns yesterday and had to remind ourselves we werent playing for the sound tech but for our friends like you can actually play the piano with your ass if you want yeah our songs are muddy and sound like shit thats the point he didnt even ask us what we wanted he was like dont touch anything and trust me.  and it sucked being the only women there its always a sound guy we had ONE sound person non male in our whole show history . 

anyways woe is me 

 inspos last night courtney love yoko ono and kim gordon

so vulnerable