still feeling this shit so long after still just half a solution and its heavy

noise music is so good 

 mostly all the songs are about our difficulties within our friendships and relationships and wondering if maybe we were the problem and being so confused and mad and escaping continuously away and away feeling like a couple of criminals 

 loved this song then hated it now loving it again. sometimes what u think has no hope turns around last minute

peace

it felt so unnerving but also that is life

 

 u know quand tu vis de la misogynie et que tu feel crazy 

like why tf are you explaining me my set up telling me it doesnt work "unless i was patrick watson" and asking me to not use my pedals saying you can do it all yourself and why are you not sound checking my song............ the band thats opening has 10 more pedals than us i love rock but rock is chien and electro is chat and we are woman. they never play our songs loud like we got treated like shit clowns yesterday and had to remind ourselves we werent playing for the sound tech but for our friends like you can actually play the piano with your ass if you want yeah our songs are muddy and sound like shit thats the point he didnt even ask us what we wanted he was like dont touch anything and trust me.  and it sucked being the only women there its always a sound guy we had ONE sound person non male in our whole show history . 

anyways woe is me 

 inspos last night courtney love yoko ono and kim gordon

so vulnerable 

 

 

déja ce soir.....

 

julien donkey boy

 morning chaos noon chaos midnight chaos eternity chaos morning chaos noon chaos midnight chaos eternity chaos

 

princesse poule

 ce projet et son concept et ses images ont étées imaginées en premier lors de notre voyage à travers l'est du quebec, l'acadie et le nouveau brunswick, dans les routes de campagne et quand on s'arrêtait juste pour la plage et pour les fêtes forraines. 

 im peace shes love

 doing positive affirmations to accept the blessings, to understand that anyone deserves this, to not think something bad must happen if good happens. We feel community and oneness, inspired people create culture, we feel surrounded and we want to surround people, we have decided to look more around us to recognize what we have. 

 on a passé une tellement belle soirée jeudi, silvers melody et your harmony étaient tellement bonnes, NOT ONLY MEN ARE PRODUCERS!!!!!! yas

 

so excited pour le videoclip de kill (love creating and believing in urself)

 

 

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 overcoming 

bullet through glue

The next album is encapsulated by the image of shooting a bullet into a wall of glue. It's about the motion of the bullet going through : fiercely and forcibly, but slow and with strenuous effort. Like healing or walking blind. Slow but steady. Even more : Immobile while being a destructive force, unstoppable. A boulder. 

We first thought of the concept when we started doing better last year and so life felt terribly calm, also so so heavy. We were bearing the weights of our past actions, our future selves. We were seeing things clearly but lazily. 

It felt liberating to do nothing and grieve. To accept feelings. To feel anger and to let go. We started letting go of a lot of our lives. We were guided by a strong sense of change. Every cell and fiber of us was changing. 

The desire to liberate ourselves of our dark parts. We became obsessed with our liberation, how good it felt and how necessary it was. The mantras we were repeating kept changing, but the energy stayed the same. To do better. The liberation and letting go also came in the shape of giving up and being slow, lazy, a coward. It felt good. It was authentic and it preserved our souls.

A main theme or energy in this process is steady force. We let go of our high highs and low lows. boring made us stable. Less desire for destruction. Least shame possible. 

We were in a peaceful war with ourselves. Violence walked with us. We were hurt and small wanting to fly. We drove far away and enjoyed the beach and the countryside, we were crawling craving more, creation. 

We were exploding, the album is also like a movement, not caring but still being in it. Not being able to move on but being lethargic. And it is a name, it is a place, it is a person, it's giving up. 

 free

 

 rest rest stres rest. rest rest

 focus on the sun a blue sky 

victo notes video pour demo dark 

 

 half-out-dreama .....

 being social using brain power feeling .é...... feeling 

 

it’s all happening

 all the work we put in is getting real we’re at the point we were the last time were putting in the work. it’s all happenings 

 

 

 we took all of these ourselves, had fun dressing up and conceptualizing, after that we worked on our new song